Monday, April 28, 2003
wow wow wow...slow down, tiger!
*laying on the couch watching tv with nadja sleeping on our laps*
rob : honey, I think nadja would really love to have a baby brother.*playing with nadja's hair*
dwi : wow wow wow...slow down- there, tiger!
These have been like the most popular questions people asking me, more like 'the daily questions' to me :
when are you guys going to have another one?
dont you think nadja needs a playmate?
when are you going to get pregnant again?
ready for another one yet?
and more ..and more..with the same exact subject
I am not ready to have another little one -- yet. Kinda wished I had twins when I was pregnant with Nadja...and thats it..two babies at the same time...and done. I remember when I was a teen I always wanted to have at least 6 kids. HAH! Now I kinda know how hard it is to take care of one.. living here just makes it even harder.
I love being pregnant, and as the matter of fact, I miss being pregnant...I just dont think that I am ready to have another one...maybe at least til next year..or when she turns 4. The thoughts of some lady in the grocery store with 4 kids screaming and crying while she had to pick up some stuff for cooking dinner just still scare the hell out of me. I salute all the mothers with that situation.
I dont know if I could do that. Maybe I can...i will never know if I never try. Just not now. It is not the right time to have another one. It is
just not the right time.
But possibly..i'll change my mind ..possibly this year, possibly this month , possibly next week, possibly tomorrow..
possibly tonight! :)
jotted down by ibunyanadjAidan
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